Friday, November 16, 2007
Sometimes.. Self Destruction... Wonderment...
Sometimes I think my self destructive attitude is starting to affect my social life.. and now its becoming a problem.. yes I know my priorities are all out of order.. but to me this is a little more serious than you think.. see my social life is what keeps me sane and normal... when life gets too hectic i disappear into the places that keep me happy.. the problem is as I get older my need for people have begun to diminish..and with that comes the obvious flakiness and willingness to just peace out.. when you start making choices to do things solo rather than with anyone else it starts a pattern of being more willing to roll solo.. but with that comes that always awkward never having something or someone definate to do things with.. sometimes i think im just uninspired by those around me.. I remember growing up someone older than me I dont really remember who told me you are who your friends are.. but now im not so sure..whatever later homes
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i can feel you on that. truthfully though, i don't care what anyone says, as individuals we are all we have. everyone can leave, die or become someone impossible to be around. i don't mean that others aren't important but that they are not vital. you're right though rolling solo too much can have damaging effects. what are we to do?
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